I've started making nasty comments about women and their cute little take home babies.*
I keep pulling out all the NICU pictures and:
- falling in love all over again
- marveling that the OG tube was so close to the size of his fingers and the leads covered almost his whole chest
I alternate between telling myself that it wasn't that bad/was worth it and wondering what I did to deserve the hell that we've been through.
Has it really been almost three years?
* To all of my friends who have recently had full term babies or are planning on it in the next month I promise to be happy for you starting sometime in June.